I'm announcing my heartbreak in this world
I feel barricaded and alien.
Unfolding pride, like a weak fibre.
My mind is heavy and weighing me down.
The memory of love invades me.
I am destroyed in a world of privilege.
I'm announcing my heartbreak in this world
I feel barricaded and alien.
Unfolding pride, like a weak fibre.
My mind is heavy and weighing me down.
The memory of love invades me.
I am destroyed in a world of privilege.
Tired of being what you want me to be.
I've become so numb,
You raised me,
Made me feel at home,
Made me scream,
Made me say FUCK YOU.
Made me believe
Made me breathe.
Made me walk away.
Made me question,
Made me belong.
Made me grow,
Made me love life:
Music
Poetry
..and Art
I've put my trust in you.
RIP CB.
I am tracking my existence,
the blatancy of self.
The failed dreams.
Hurt and pain I've caused.
Like cancer.
To only echo this pain,
Continuously,
and devastate life.
Love bites.
Pushing and pulling,
Give and take,
Love and hate,
I rise above.
The mistakes I have made.
I see the sun,
I hide the moon,
I find a way,
To heal a liars chair.
I want to love myself,
I want to forgive.
But, I will let you down.
I will let me down.
I am letting it all down.
Here is my heart of hearts
lost in torment
by your exquisite all
sworn in love.
Here is my truth of truths
written in wind
through your wings
and blood.
Here is my end of ends
in the warmth of you
with one single beat
coming home.
In a moment I can hold
the truth of your fragility.
I measure this
always, only by petals,
As there are none I have
carried, more soft, more weightless
more colourful.
Should the day come
that you arrive as
something harder.
I will search my hands
for your unchosen parts.
As it is those, the ashamed,
the torn and unstudied.
That present truth to the entire.
For some reason I can not bear
The thick sky that does not open enough
For you.
Never before have I wished to be the wind.
That chill that cuts us in two.
But I would for you.
I would soar to that height you can not reach
blow the clouds with my small mouth, This is true-
My sun will cradle you.