Every day I fall into you
like a dying raindrop.
Lost.
Scrambling to find where I went to.
Struggling to understand what I once was.
Every night I drift passed you, unannounced
like a cloud misplaced.
Hoping to catch your eye so I can
reflect your beauty and not have to
face my own.
Every word I write, fumbles
disorientated.
Eager to settle on a yes or no
and answer -
at least one of my cold questions.